Am off sick today… Nonetheless, the saga of my exhaustions is not at all the raison d’être why I am back to writing again. It will never be a (nah-ah) motivating factor of me doing so, though it paves me the way to post a blog once more. (Reason enough to thank God despite of)
Well, it is all about hmmnnnn…. LOVE!?
As usual… nothing’s new, nothing’s changed - THIS LOVE - remains weird as always!!!
As I consistently follow the Pinoy Dream Academy Show, I find myself falling in love with Miguel, (A man with an M).It was a physically powerful liking at first. Then as I discover more of him, LOVE grows slowly and intimately here deep within me… Everything that HE IS… His Character, His Natural Ways, His Flaws, His high regard on his craft and his humble approach towards his pursuit in finding his own niche in music. The whole thing that is of him and in him is all that I ever understood as a man that may well complete me.
Then and again, I asked myself… Why do I always fall for a man that is not even close to the possibilities of my own reality? Why do I long for a person that has never known me? I am surrounded by many different kinds of men - from all walks of life, race and of different educational back grounds… but, I repudiated to even think of liking anyone of them, the mere thought of dating either one of them makes my stomach turns up-side-down.
I simply find my happiness lingering in own perception of love, a love that has dungeon my youth, a personal preference of living and loving in fantasy that only – “my FREEDOM OF CHOICE can set me free”; my best friend once said. But, I stalwartly disagreed because I believe that it only takes one man, a man of my destiny who can ever set free me from the bondage of illusions that has enslaved me all through these years.
Should I run out of time waiting for him, I know here in my heart I will meet him next life. So, it wasn’t a story of love in vain, it was worth the wait because it will then be immortal… (It’s just a gist of your mind set, huh!)
For now, it is my decision to stay cool as I journey this life… As God continue to bless me, I pledge that I’d be a blessing to others, be a good steward of His wealth and above all, to live my life happy, simple and IN LOVE… regardless!!!
I set my heart on how i design my own perspective. This perspective has brought me where I am today. And only God knows where this perspective will bring me tomorrow. I am happy with my life so far and I think it is all that matters.
I respect your own personal stand point and I reserve zero rights to question mine. We shall all come to pass; and LIFE is all about PEOPLE THAT MATTERS.
